19th birthday

 I celebrated my 19th birthday with Jin yan who share the same birthday with me. We had bbq at my house. And we bought ALOT of food. Couldnt even finished half of the food that me and jin yan had to plan a few more bbq to finish up everything. We invited our classmates, our boyfriend and I invited Sophia and Joe ann too.

 

 With the boyfriend.

 

The best friends

 with Shassi , Sanjay , Jing Siong and also Thaya

 Nicole Lee baked mine while Jin Yan's boyfriend baked hers

My first bouquet of flower from Vong heh. 

 

So my classmates shared money to buy this Nude'tude eyeshadow palette by the balm for me.

and i love it so much!! Thanks Nicole and Sophia for choosing this for me. Its probably because Nicole knows that i wanted to get a Naked 2 so badly. But THIS is really really close to Naked 2.

 Look at the colours. Arent they beautiful. I loveee it so much cause i normally use colours like brown or copper for my eyes.

 

 And it comes with a mirror too! 

and before I received this from them, they gave me a box of condom Lol. I knew they're gonna do that to me. Nicole bought me a bb stick which i simply said i wanted to get one in school Haha. Soph bought me a big box of strawberries from Singberry. and i received chocolates too. I feel so loved everything they bought are stuff that i love LOL.

Anyway. had lots of fun and thanks everyone for coming :)

Pms

Feeling so grumpy and angry every single day over every small issues.
Not only that, this shit is making me thinking too much and making me so emotional lately.
Not sure if people are doing shits to me or its just my pms causing me being so sensitive.

LeonVong

Vong slept at my house last night. It always feels good when you have someone to cuddle to bed. His effort in making me smile so that i go to bed happily, one of the best feelings. But waking him up, one of the hardest thing to do. Which made me skipped my breakfast today. Ive never really blogged bout him so i guess this is for him? Basically, he is a very nice guy. We dont have big fights so far. He would never let me sleep unhappily. Dancing Gangnam style to cheer me up is smtg that i would never forget bout this guy haha. I mean who would imagine LeonVong doing shit like this to cheer the girl up. But sometimes, I do feel insecure and jealous. I have very low self-esteem. Which caused me to avoid seeing his friends most of the time. cause i dont wanna embarrass him? haha. Im not afraid of girls liking him, im afraid that he might prefer others than me. I dont mind how people see me or rate me , but if your boy doesnt see you as the best girl he has ever known so far, shit feeling.
 Anyway, nice guy, nice boyfriend, happy relationship :)

Sometimes i find it hard to find friends who are able to click well with. I am very choosy when it comes to friend. Not that im a snob or what, i just dont want dramas in my life, and i wanna feel comfortable and happy with my friends without being fake. Im a straightforward kind of person. I tell friends what i dislike bout them. I dont care if you think im lc or what. Cause I am not gonna talk shit behind them. Isnt it better for them to know so they change.
Anyway its not about friends now, its about people. One thing i dont get bout people is why do they care so much bout people's life especially when that person dont even know you. It makes you look like a total loser. You talk shit bout people that you are not friends with, caring bout their life, what they do, what they wear, focus so much on them, doesnt that means they have an interesting life which attract your attention so much while the only thing u do is being busybody and gossip. Some even hate people that they've never talked to, or the person dont even know their existence. Ive seen too many this kind of people.
 Another thing is, Jealousy. Well the only jealousy i have is relationship jealousy which is very normal and i cant prevent myself from feeling that way. I did google on how to handle jealousy ok which people should give me credits on that haha. Now im talking bout friendship jealousy. Feeling jealous of your friends and start talking shit bout them to other people? Seriously? Arent you supposed to feel happy for them? Or even feel proud for them? One reason my friendship with sophia is very strong is because we both feel proud to have each other. there is no jealousy. If she's happy, Im happy. Whatever she does to me, its always good intention. Do you think its easy to find a friend like this? which also explain why i dont simply use the term "bestfriend" .

Smi grad night.

Im back again. Grad night was on 21st of September at Kinta riverfront hotel. Which also means Stpm is getting nearer and im gonna leave Smi soon. Honestly, when i first transferred to Smi, I really dislike this school and wanted to leave badly. I still do, not gonna lie. Everything was bad. But things got better each day, I have really nice classmates, less dramas compared to other class. Smtg i should feel grateful about. Nothing much happened in my form6 life. Vice president of Adams, Vice captain of Patrick house, Olahragawati, Got 1st place for merentas desa, 200m, 4x100m, high jump, and also 2nd for 100m.

My class, USA2

 Yin yee, Chai yeh, Nicole, Me, Joyce

 Winnie, Jin yan, Nicole, Me, Chai yeh

 

 

 

 went Indulgence with classmates and some other friends after that. we had no transport so me and nicole went there by taxi Lol.

 

 and thenn SOS with Nicole, Jeffrey and their friends.

 

 Nicole slept at my house. I still have no idea how she lost both of her earrings.