Sometimes i find it hard to find friends who are able to click well with. I am very choosy when it comes to friend. Not that im a snob or what, i just dont want dramas in my life, and i wanna feel comfortable and happy with my friends without being fake. Im a straightforward kind of person. I tell friends what i dislike bout them. I dont care if you think im lc or what. Cause I am not gonna talk shit behind them. Isnt it better for them to know so they change.
Anyway its not about friends now, its about people. One thing i dont get bout people is why do they care so much bout people's life especially when that person dont even know you. It makes you look like a total loser. You talk shit bout people that you are not friends with, caring bout their life, what they do, what they wear, focus so much on them, doesnt that means they have an interesting life which attract your attention so much while the only thing u do is being busybody and gossip. Some even hate people that they've never talked to, or the person dont even know their existence. Ive seen too many this kind of people.
 Another thing is, Jealousy. Well the only jealousy i have is relationship jealousy which is very normal and i cant prevent myself from feeling that way. I did google on how to handle jealousy ok which people should give me credits on that haha. Now im talking bout friendship jealousy. Feeling jealous of your friends and start talking shit bout them to other people? Seriously? Arent you supposed to feel happy for them? Or even feel proud for them? One reason my friendship with sophia is very strong is because we both feel proud to have each other. there is no jealousy. If she's happy, Im happy. Whatever she does to me, its always good intention. Do you think its easy to find a friend like this? which also explain why i dont simply use the term "bestfriend" .